be happy!

假期快乐～

2011-12-12T06:22:00.000-08:00

这个假期和家人去了坡得申度假真的很开心而且又是拿了成绩后去

所以真的是尽情地享受啊！哈哈哈哈

我和妹妹还看到了海龟耶很不可思意吧！

坡得申那么污染的海水竟让我们看到了那么漂亮的海龟真的很幸运！

去坡得申之前我们还去了马六甲游玩吃了最出名的鸡饭粒

说真的我觉得KL的鸡饭还好吃过它更多倍可能我们找到的那间是不好吃的吧

每一间店外都有放蔡澜的图坐镇咯所以就吃最多人去的结果也不怎么样

前两天还去了书展做工可以说有钱了一点点不会那么穷

我还要在开学前买手机啊！！

开学又要交学费了

快点读完啦真是越来越有挑战性我喜欢

来临的圣诞节想要和家人过

其实整个假期都粘着家人很喜欢这种感觉妈妈说如果当初送我去丁加奴读书怎么办我说我就哭咯哈哈哈

看了步步惊心后很喜欢里面的情节和人物还在面子书加了刘诗诗

刚才她还approve了哈哈哈哈这是我第一次加明星呢

老毛病又发作

我不会拒绝人！！有这么难吗？？？？

不想去就不要去啦又不是很熟

最讨厌没有话讲的场面很不舒服

为什么会没有话讲咧？

我也不懂

What a relieve!!

2011-11-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

I PASSED!!!

SEM 4 I'M COMING!!!

We have hydrogen bonds

2011-11-20T08:08:00.001-08:00

I noticed that despite the fact that it was always the same few people who meet up we always reminisce on the same stories. It just never gets old or bored to talk about happy things that we been through together during high school. Friendship like that can never be bought. In fact, I feel so lucky to come across it.

I met a couple of nice people in my university and I really wanted to be friends with them for a very long time but trust me, this is not the same. I would not be offended if they were having the same thoughts like I am.

Honestly, I am not scared or worried now if I cannot fit in with my course mates because my high school peeps are my safety net. I know that because if any of us are in trouble, we would definitely drop by for that person no matter how occupied we are. I feel secure because I can always call my bestie and she is always there for me even though our thoughts conflict each other sometimes. But that does not matter as long as we treat each other sincerely. Anyhow, like everyone else, I will just have to learn to make new friends, new experiences and new mistakes with the security of knowing that you all will always be there.

I'm Back Bloggie

2011-11-14T09:44:00.000-08:00

This is the end of Sem 3 which ain't an easy puzzle for me to solve.. Why so hardcore! Yes, i'm talking about you exam! My EOS was really tough especially for microbio renal n respi modules.. all are killer subjects! I guess i have to change my way of studying because questions are no longer re-call type. It is getting towards application ones..Grr wrong drug wrong dose, and the person could get killed.. hello! i'm dealing with human lives here.. the gravity of my situation is pulling me apart sometimes..Well, at least I'm not alone. Some adjustments needed here :/

Heard a bad news from my friend not too long ago.. I hope she is doing well now although it's very hard for her to face it.. In other way, i think it's good for her mum and her family, at least their sufferings had come to a full stop. I really don't know what to say to her at that moment. Many friends around me lost their loved ones in these few years time.. I guess this is what we all need to face in the process of being an adult.. Appreciate what you have..

2011-09-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

躺在床上一直都睡不着所以爬起来打这篇文章。。

明天就开学了。。
我觉得很空虚。。
又要和你们过一段短暂分开的日子。。
讲真的，我还没习惯。。
每次都是酱！很不舍得的咧。。
她说两年后我们还会再见吗？
可能大家没有话题了。。
可是我也不介意大家一起讲废话。。就是吵吵闹闹地也很好。。
安静地坐在一起也可以。。
等一下。我们会安静吗？哈哈

很讨厌！不喜欢！不想要！
每次开学又要有去打仗的感觉。

算啦
开完学又见咯
有时不是不想跟你们出去玩
是那个时间表排到酱！看了都没有心情。。以后给孩子进来读还真的要考虑一下。。又贵！哈哈
三年。。还有三年罢了。。
帮政府做也缩短了，变一年。。嘻嘻。。
很快。。就开开心心地过啦～～

somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly~

2011-08-24T08:44:00.001-07:00

the 100th post...

I have abandoned my blog a long time ago since the last update after the camp.

So, here I am. whenever i feel sad, angry, disappointed or any other negative feelings i will come here to pour them out. Can see that most of my posts here are those sad ones. I don't want my negativity to spread to my mum or anybody :/ sorry yeah if you happen to read this.

Getting sick of doing reports and assignments and case studies. Notes pilling up day by day. Oh my, i'm gonna have a super duper hard time during my study break. Imagine that. Can I freeze myself for a moment?

I realize that I do not know how to express myself in some situations. Maybe because I think that sometimes, something is better to keep to yourself because there is nothing you can do. The only thing i can do is to adapt myself when I cannot change the situation. Is this part of a growing up process? I cannot escape!

Somehow, I am not looking forward to my birthday celebration before this. My heart feels so tired. How can this possibly happen? When i was 18 i kept imagining how am I gonna celebrate my 21st Bday? Thinking of holding it at the pub and everyone will have fun until the next morning. But what's wrong if having it in a simpler way. Just to get together with family and close friends on this special day is the main point, isn't it?

Daddy is working very hard everyday in order to pay for my fees. He is becoming old and skinny day by day. Hope he is doing well in his job and people around him are good to him. I promised mum i will study real hard and will not disappoint them. We always write this during primary school in our essays huh. But the feeling is different now.

I'm very peculiar with 'A'. I do not want to get 'B' or even 'A-'!! I should have asked him why you gave me B? The question is [What is the answer do you want?] and NOT the correct one. what the hell?!!! ~~Pharque!~~

2011-06-21T08:40:00.000-07:00

nice song & cute animation!

feel relaxed~~

想说

2011-06-17T10:23:00.000-07:00

每个朋友，在生命中不同的阶段，都扮演着不同的角色。

有些朋友，见面时点点头微微笑，基本的礼貌，他们，都是生命中少不了的过客；

有些朋友，可以扮演不同的角色，在需要的时候，总可以做出对的事情。他们的剧情也继续演下去。

有些朋友，只能扮演某些角色，戏份完了，也只好退出舞台，没落了。

我，就只是我。我不能勉强自己扮演不是我的角色，我欺骗不了自己。我就是这样。

有时候，再见了就是再也不见了

心理有数

我们都有着不同的理想，有自己选择要走的路

或许以后有缘的话，再相聚也不迟。。

2011-06-12T22:52:00.001-07:00

Hey yo!

Just came back from MyPSA National Gathering of Pharmacy Students (NoGAPS) 2011 a few days ago.

T.I.R.E.D but happy!

It has been such a while since I was a participant in these kind of activities.

The night before the event, i was a bit emo because I did not even feel exciting and looking forward to it. Weird enough?

I was afraid that I will be facing all the kiasi and selfish people just like what I'm facing now. But if that happens, screw it, just go sleep with ji mui.. hahaha..

To my surprise, people there are really nice! UM pharmacy seniors are a bunch of caring and committed people. Fell in love with them instantaneously =)

The participating universities and colleges are um, usm, ukm, uitm, uia, nottingham, aimst, cucms and of course imu. This is the first time I met other pharmacy students from all around msia.

It's kinda exciting because we all came from different backgrounds and have different experiences. To me, it is a good exposure for me to know more and have a deeper insight about my profession. Luckily I joined nogaps this year because it would be another 10 years for um to host again. ><

So, this event really suites the name nogaps, no gaps between us. Pharmacy is still a profession lacking respect from people in msia. Maybe we are still more like the 'behind the scenes'' health care provider so some people will think we are just nurses or just people that give away medicines over the counter. Respect, is something that you have to earn it. It would not come to you in just one day.

One of the activities that would entrench in my heart now is the day we went to the long houses in Jinjang to perform our community outreach programme (COP). We had several counters which were health screening (BMI, BP measurement, blood glucose test, patient caunselling), talks and exhibitions, children programme and publicity. Again, I was lucky enough to be put at the blood glucose test counter. Because this is the station where you can learn more compared to others. I learnt how to measure blood glucose and get blood samples during sem 2 so i thought it would be easier for me this time. But it is totally different when there is a real patient sitting in front of you and you have to counsel and get blood samples from him concurrently. One of my patients was a diabetic, his hands were fulled of blisters. *yuck* Initially i was too busy to get samples and I did not talk to my patient. Fortunately, my senior saved my day! She helped me to jot every details down as well as calming the patient. I was sweating like a cow that time. haha! I think it is a very meaningful task to help out people who are in need especially the poor and handicapped. I know how it feels when you need somebody to help and the person is there for you.

Then, some PRPs and experienced pharmacists were also invited to tell us what problems pharmacists are facing today. One of the PRPs is a graduate from imu! she is very pretty and smart. i like her.. hehe.. they talked about their lifes during postings. I hope mine will be fine. I don't mind if they put me at **** haha.. i will adapt myself. yeah, i have good powers of adaptation and tolerance. XD but not too far pls? hahaha..

Gala night. Oh everything was perfect! The food, performances, ambiance, my bunch of new friends...Everyone wore red as there was an AIDS awareness campaign going on too.

I miss them la seriously. =( Every time after these kind of events I also got this complicated feelings.

Too many things to say. I will entrench all these sweet memories into the deepest room of my heart. See you all again in next year's NoGaps, perhaps?

i started to fall in love with this profession, pharmacy. =)

Tonight’s the night
let’s live it up
I got my money
Lets spend it up

Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa (c'mon)
Lets kick it up

Fill up my cup
Mazel tov!
Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)
Just take it off

Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Lets burn the roof
and then we’ll do it again

To infinity and beyond

2011-06-02T05:45:00.001-07:00

sleep, eat, watch tv, sleep and eat again..

I feel so lifeless now but I'm enjoying it!

post-exam syndrome, i guess?

THERE YOU'LL BE

2011-05-29T03:25:00.000-07:00

so how was my day today?

i woke up early in the morning and drove my youngest sis to tuition..
nahhh it was just very near my house..
but mum said she still worry about me so she sat beside me and off we go..
i told her lots of times already, just stay cool and calm while i'm driving..trust me!
she was so nervous and she must grab on the overhead hand holder which made me felt anxious too. ;/
it's ok, parents are always so concern about us.. haha..

then in the afternoon i watched Pearl Harbour..
don't know why, i just suddenly have the mood to watch since star movies is screening it..
this movie has a very nice soundtrack! =) while watching this romantic movie (the front part), ji mui suddenly felt very sad and we chit chat awhile through sms.. i console her with every effort of mine and i hope she will be okay by now.. after all, she is a tough girl i know..

i am sooooo wanna work now.. maybe i'm just being too picky.. i just wanna work for temporary and of course the salary can't be too low.. XD one offered me to work for a 9-day long event, standing there from 10am till 9.30pm ! wahliao ehhh.. and the salary was like.. err.. haha.. so i turned the person down.. my agent faster find me laaaaa...

This is the theme song, There you'll be.. nice one! like it =)

2011-05-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'M BACK! hahaha!
really get tortured in the past 1 month..or shall i say how IMU trained us all on how to become nerds in 1 month? it's ok.. i'm back to the real me again! i can countdown the number of papers that i still have to sit as we go on to higher and higher levels..
after that I don't have to prepare for EXAMS anymore in the rest of my life.. cos i will be working n earning money!!!
I need money.. oh gosh.. how frank I am.. everytime i see people wearing beautiful outfits, have high class services, awesome handbags, putting pretty make ups, superb hairstyle and so on so on, all i could do is to comfort myself that i will get all these in the NEAR future..
SO, BE PATIENT... PATIENCE IS VIRTUE.. 'YAN'!! hahaha.. like very sanfu like that..
sanfu...who said not sanfu?? motivating enough? hahaha..

so what i'm gonna do next? how am i going to utilize my holidays.. hmmm ;/
go out wif my besties is my priority now cause i only have one month of sem break..noooo!
and of course, helping out mum to do chores and teach my lil sis bahasa.. hahaha.. my bm still ok i think..
results are coming out next friday..
then sem 2 is oficially ended.. so fast right? wahaha..

plan to go genting in August cause KL is so very the hot!

i just realised something on the last day of my exam..
someone in my gang just do not treat us as friends at all.. she was just ''using'' us all the while to get what she wants.. wth*F!! she called me the night before our last paper and said she was so stressed up la can't memorize la.. stupid.. SUAN! u r not my friend now and i mean it.
i chose not to TOLERATE with people like this anymore.. they are just wasting my life and time!

________________________________________

i wanna drink Delster again! but i can't find it! argh so sad.. ya la.. wait for U to come back and we go beramai-ramai ok? I'm talking to u Bryan.. hahaha..

went out wif cheryl and xiao mei today.. we ate snowflakes at pav!
OMG it was soooooo freezing cold and nice!
A girl like me can't finish one big bowl of ice.. so i suggest it is better to share with friends.. i like the soya flavoured ice.. haha..
oh ya! i ate the tutti frutti frozen yoghurt yesterday with my coursemates! it was really refreshing but expensive! the price goes higher according to the weight of your youghurt because they actually have an electronic weighing machine over the counter and weight before u pay.. the one i ate was super super small size.. I think da portion was almost like the rm1 McD sunday cone but it costs me RM6.89 ! never try never know but it's really mouth-watering! so MUST try!

okie, have to go sleep already.. i look so ugly.. this happens everytime after i had my exam.. bleerrr..

i wish to go to Venice before it disappears... wait for me!

2011-04-21T09:45:00.001-07:00

i don't wanna become a zombie for the next three weeks!!!!
noooooooooooo!!!!!

i'm so stupid until can die..
i had forgotten my atm password for the second time. oh gosh! i'm old.
i think i got joint problem as well..
i heard 'crak' when i squad down and when i stand up i felt as if needles are pricking my knee.. =(

tomorrow will be my last day of sem 2..

2011-04-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

finally..
tonight i feel so free because i had finished the last report for this sem this morning!! hehe..
i cant wait to c u guys!!
Mr TEH is going to australia soon..*envious*

next week is week 14 already which is the last week for sem 2.. time passes so fast man.. this time we have 3 weeks of study break.. it wouldn't be considered as a long study break cos I still have a lot to cover.. n i really mean it.. plus my power of memorising things is getting weaker day by day.. oh no oh no!!

i really like my PBL lecturer.. he is an informal type of person so during his sessions my group mates and I won't feel so stressed up like somebody is breathing on our neck.. i like the way he conducted..
i remember i brought up a silly question.. we were discussing about a baby boy is having g6pd deficiency which he needs iron to boost his rbc..
then i asked "if a breast feeding mother may transmit contraindicate drugs to the baby, why don't we ask the mother to eat iron supplements then pass to her child through breast milk?" hahaha!!!
the answer is baby can get iron overload so we definitely cant do that.. then he said it's ok to bring anything up the table and say anything that you think is correct as this is a discussion.. i feel so stupid.. hahaha!! hope next sem he will be guiding us as well..=) we really learnt a lot..

going to the national pharmacy camp in UM this June.. wee!!
it has been such a long time since i was a camper.. wondering how is it going to be.. hahaha. it's quite expensive you know.. rm190...
my uni's SRC (student representative council) is applying subsidiary from the dean.. hope they will bring gd news for us!
our vp for pharmacy not leng zai de.. hahaha..
cheryl is going too.. haha.. can't wait to join the fun.. =D

2011-04-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

我好象还是站在原点我想突破可是我找不到通道这下我感到很累。。我一直都觉得我做得不够好可是我尽力了难道我的极限到了吗？我不相信。。我还可以进步。追求完美是处女座的本性吧！幸好我是个很独立的女生不然很难生存下去今天很想去，可是时间上都不搭我赶快问朋友，他说下半年应该还有促销希望我们到时可以去。

random~

2011-03-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

fAcEbOoK is a drug that can cure boredom effectively, but may get addicted if overdosed.

haha.

i really really don't mind going to Jogoya for the second time if it is with u all. =)
maybe that day u all weren't there so the food wasn't that tasty after all except for hagen daaz.. wahaha..

2011-03-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

wondering if i could do that..
i wanna challenge myself..
i gotta trust myself..
gonna sign up for that next sem.....:)
just enjoy n hav fun!

back from work..
im so exhausted..woohooO~
met a bunch of funny people too.. haha..
tml got practical but im not prepared yet..argh!
hope im not in the same group with her..
sometimes things just can't get a bit smoother for me..

hope u all are doing fine..
really miss my f6 frens..
i think that will be my happiest moment in my school life.

2011-03-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

不要以为你很厉害啦
用酱子的语气来跟我说话
你是谁？？？
发神经！！！！去吃。。啦！！
过后还要问我对不对
酱厉害自己想啦！！！！白痴！！
我很生气你！！！
告诉你我忍你很久了,我还以为你是因为课业上的压力
天天见到你那个死样就讨厌！！
原来你的本性就是酱！！
都不明白作么
跟你真的是un沟通able
懒得跟你讲
我不想对着你也不想跟你讲话！！！

怪不得你一开始就没有朋友
怪不得他们不喜欢你

2011-03-08T04:36:00.001-08:00

another dead blog again..
i will update what i wanna update soon...

I WAN HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

i wanna go to the beach..look at the large blue blanket with stains of turquoise...
or train station...(not LRT not monorail not even KTM)
take a deep deep breath...
and
i want to shout out loud!!!

why not we are in the same uni?
why u can't tranfer to my uni? ji mui~~~
i don't know la..

2011-02-13T07:35:00.000-08:00

最好是！！！！！
哈哈哈哈！！！

2011-02-11T07:03:00.001-08:00

CNY is coming to an end..

How was your CNY celebration? FUN?
hope yours is more enjoyable than mine..

I think mine was not really fun this year.
I didn't have much cny feel like last time. i didn't have the mood n kept feeling tired. maybe it's because the holidays were too short? or is it because im getting older..i started to feel a bit weird when receiving angpaos from my relatives..
my cousin sisters bought their bfs to my grandpa's house. (this happened a few times already but each time a different bf to our family gathering) the best part is, the guys only stayed for 5 mins, took all the angpaos from everyone and left the house with my cousin sis. smart hor.. arrived at the last min when everyone had reached to get all the angpaos and dissapeared within seconds. HAHAHA...BLA BLA..

of course, never forget to eat all the good food cooked by my dear grandma. I love the tang shui that we usually eat during Chu Yi.. haha..
but this year I didn't drink shandy and gamble. wow~ they didn't buy shandy. expensive?
after that have to go back to uni already. wow~ so amazingly fast.. no Mood ar!!
next tues still got steamboat at uncle's house. hehe.

my phone always has the error msg 'no network coverage'..what's wrong with Maxis???! lazy to call Customer service cos i knew what they would do which I think won't help much in my case. this problem just happen when im in my house.=.= If nx month the problem still persists then i will become an irate customer!! chinese queue in srg better watch out! hahaha, just jk. not their fault also.. just the LINE !! argh~~

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY CHLOE!!

all the best to u!

hope u enjoyed your day! hee.^^

2011-01-29T21:27:00.000-08:00

happy happy!

chinese new year is just around the corner! hehehe.. :)

2011-01-26T04:51:00.000-08:00

我突然很伤心。。
不懂是不是忙到傻了。
今天看了牙医。。
我的牙肉细菌感染。。
花了很多钱看医生
之前还肚子痛。痛到不可开交
新的一年就看了那么多次医生
今年的健康运不很好。。

很不想去
很不想见到他。。
最好永远不要见！

最近做了两件笨事。。
我真的觉得自己很笨！！

有点讨厌她
每次乱乱发脾气
都不懂为什么会想出这样的建议！唉！
还要乱乱骂人。。

2011-01-19T08:31:00.000-08:00

yohoho~
back to IamU again yo~
this is just the beginning yo~
but it's already making me breathless~

sem 2 really is a hectic sem yo!!
avday 10am till 6pm non-stop!!
arghh!! how am i gonna join activities in this sem?? im so tired!!
BOoooooOoo!

avone here just study study and study. oh my lord.. can u imagine that?
or they just have night lifes? after i went back ppl will start to get crazy and get themselves involve in sports and games or other activities.. i have this concept cos my frens that are from local U told me this. they are having plenty of FUN there. but i think my uni is totally different.. haih.. sometimes i just feel so envious of them that can enrol in local U.

CNY is just around the corner. and i cant feel anything in my uni..
their chinese society isn't doing anything (until this moment). or i did not even realise it.
i thought of clu..they should be selling mandarin oranges by now and making money.. haha..
n planning their one day camp that would be in march?

our bai nian!! oh, i have the bad feeling that we cant go bai nian tgt this year.
da timing is really the not match!
maybe we just have a short gathering on sat or sun? don noe la.. let lou ye plan! haha..

yer i got my commission d.. finally.. stupid!!! y she is such a bla bla bla!!!
nvm, learnt a lesson from this and the fees is quite expensive.
next time, anything relate to $$ must have black and white as evidence or else nobody will believe what u said or promised. no proof no talk!

den we went to tony romas' at Mv to spend almost all the money.. haha..
so this is pacific cod. i didn't know how they look like before they were cooked.
so geli and not nice. haha..

i grabbed this pic from google.haha.. but they looked just the same with what i had that day.
it's really nice i tell you.
da taste is just like fresh scallops! satisfying fine yet firm white texture..
oh, first time eating such expensive fish. muahaha..

last but not least.. my rm150 gonnneee!! *stamping feet* ish ish ish.. nvm lo!!

this friday got PBL.. =(

tml is hol! i wan2 SLEEP like a pig~!!

2011-01-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

刚刚看了我的academic calendar..

哇！我的假期从六月放到七月而已噢！
你们就好啦，到九月。。
有点羡慕。哈哈。。

还没开学就看下次几时放假。
不过是酱的啦～

下午看了周杰伦在零四年的演唱会
很喜欢以前的他还有所有以前的歌噢
现在的歌好象没那么有感觉了
我以前可是个超周董迷！

爱情来得太快就像龙卷风
离不开暴风圈来不及逃
我不要再想我不要再想
我不我不我不要再想你
不知不觉你已经离开我
不知不觉我跟了这节奏
后知后觉又过了一个秋
后知后觉我该好好生活

杰伦，加油吧！(=

2011-01-01T01:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

a new year, a new start, a new chapter of life to be discovered..:)

i was worrying sem 2 will be a very tough sem to go through, BUT
I AM NOT AFRAID, JUST BRING IT ON!
*my dad told me we have to make the best out of the situation*

okie, here are some of my resolutions which i can think of at this moment.

1. KEEP FIT! (i had said this many times since don noe how many years ago, wahaha)
2. Sleep latest at 12am and not later than that.
3. Do revision everyday and not wait till the last min. Get all my notes done before lectures.
4. Get good grades.
5. DON'T procrastinate and less fb. it's a waste of life & resources.
6. Make sure my room is clean and tidy everyday. (it reduces my mood to study when it's all messed up. =( )
7. Help mum to do some house chores EVERYDAY!
8. Learn dancing, if i have free time. =(
9. Manage my finances well. (rather spend more money on clothes than on food!! clothes in nichii pavilion are soooo pretty!)
10. Spend more time with my dear family.:)

I hope i will fulfill ALL of them. No, i MUST.. i will try my best. haha..
oh no, i'm turning 21. yerrr.. 21 wor.. sounds old, im an adult already. can go register for voting.haha..
but i still feel like im just a naive little kid. X)

2010-12-28T08:49:00.000-08:00

on that day, i received his msg which i never expected..
n my heart was pumping incredibly fast when i saw his name on my phone screen..
i kept asking y out of a sudden he texted me?? wat msg could it be?
of course he just wanted to thank me for the presents which i gave him during edu fair..
i had bought them before the very day we got seperated.
i really wan him to keep them. so i just passed to him instead of giving to somebody else like my cousin brother..
i thought i will never know what will he think of them. whether he likes them or not i did not care because it's non of my business anymore.
but to my surprise he told me he likes them very much. i was on cloud 9! haha. my mood suddenly changes. so dramatic..
i had complicated feelings which i don noe how to describe..
but wait a min? what so complicated? people just wanted to thank me as a friend. don think too much okie catherine!!
actually i wanted to talk to him like normal friends but i just couldn't help myself to avoid him when we met up in one occasion. better not to have eye contact as well.. what is it with me?? this kind of feelings are torturing me..argh!
seriously i don noe wat to talk to him already. there is ntg much we can talk.
hahaha..*just ignore me*

argh my left eyelid got swollen.it had been 2 days..wat happened?? sob sob~

thanks my dear little ji mui for accompanying me on Christmas night.
was the first time drinking beer with u..my first time to drink so much beer too.hahaha! not bad tough..just like shandy but it's the adult version without lemonade.
i just want to tell u that im okie! i will walk over my bridge. or perhaps im still in the middle of building it. after that we go get angpausSs together. xD
no worries. luv u loads.xoxo..

2010-12-22T19:15:00.000-08:00

look at ah deng's face..hahahaha!!! xD

group pic! ;)

bluekk~~

all of us! ^^

刚跟我的死党从云顶回来。。这次是我们九个。。
连续四天的疲惫给我在这两天一次睡个够够！！哈哈。。

再过两个星期就开学了，很很很舍不得你们。。
什么时候再见？新年？明年年中？年尾？哎哟姐妹又要搬家了。。
啊鼎去国民服务，eng hong去澳州。。UUM从六月放到九月，我应该是五月放到七月。。
那个姓赖的又好象九月就去苏联。。
可是想见就一定见得到！！不理酱多啦！！
现在科技发达，有电话有fb。。想去喝茶就打电话约咯～

跟你们谈心事后真的整个人都舒服多了。。放下了。。
很喜欢这种感觉。。
互相安慰、互相支持。。经过这次才发现到我的伤痛根本就是微不足道！！
好佩服你们。。好坚强噢！
VICLU的全部都是很坚强的！（笑〕
原来我们花钱不用想？哈哈哈！！是噢？
没有啦，开心嘛。难得大家聚在一起。。
而且我们很少去玩，一玩就是跟你们所以就比较阔佬～
明年又是一个忙碌的一年。。一起努力吧！
大家忙完了又可以再见了。。很期待。。

这个星期五再见！

2010-12-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just feel that i got depression.. seriously!
i can be super down at a moment and then become super hyper again the nx minute..
or maybe im bipolar?
hahaha.. shen jing bing~~~

went to vi office today to get my cert but office was closed!!!
ah deng still told me 'tml office will open till 12pm.'
den i was very excited n said 'okok, den i will meet u up in skul tml!'
planned to go to clu there to sampat awhile after that..
mana tauuu.. they got da campfire thingy n all gates that can go straight up to the office are locked! very smart lo me.. should have called n confirmed with those staffs first..
den went to davidson to help my sis to certify her documents.. ..... office is closed as well.. grrr..
what saturday is this?? im very confused with which saturdays they are closed.. haihyoo~
i was very dissapointed but mum let me to drive to tesco frm there..
haha.. i drove again today! so happy..=)) (my mum was very afraid to let me drive, so im very appreciate if i had the chance to drive.hehee.)

i had decided to take my ielts during sem 2 break..
or maybe the last week of Jan 2011..argh~ it's very expensive u know, which made me feel so stressed up.. i had confirmed that i only have 1 month of hol after sem 2.. feeling envious of u all, got 3 months of holiday! >.< someone is goin to australia somemore!! yer..

it had been one week..
i've always got this kind of stupid thoughts which will never b true somehow.. but he will never noe..so nvm!
i always have this urge to talk to him but couldn't think of anything to say.. so better just shut up..
i always lied to myself and think of some brilliant reasons to make me hate him because this is the best way to let me heal.(i suppose) just forget about it..
i don't have anything to lose.
one thing that i can't possibly let go is our friendship.. i know it wont b exactly the same as before..
just like nature keeps moving forward in a one way direction.
n humans are just creatures of nature..so erm.. yeah.. people do grow n change..
just hoping when we met each other we can still talk sampat things n laugh as if we r just gd frens like before..

nx week, dates with ji mui.. wohooo~ happy plus exciting~

Be yet wiser

2010-12-09T02:20:00.000-08:00

went to TS for F6 gathering yesterday..
woohoo~~
i just found out sth..
everyone (erm, except for 2 or 3 ppl) in my class just miss F6 as much as i do! haha..
i thought they are content and satisfied with their uni lifes n frens in their new environment..
but actually we just miss each other SO MUCH that we didn't tell each other with the thoughts that we hav forgotten those days n happy with our present lives! funny us..xD
oh my, BM students.. how much i wish we could study tgt again.. skip chem classes tgt.. haha!
but those were the past..
回忆之所以美好是因为它不能重来。。对吧？
we had lunch n chit chat at kenny roger's..
we even celebrated mook's belated bday there.. hehe..
after that went for bowling..
oh my gosh.. i just realised i was terribly terrible in bowling!
nvm nvm, first time mar...in fact, i had the lowest mark among them.. bwahaha~

there is a time to plant and uproot..
a time to weep and a time to laugh..
this is life..

2010-12-03T17:47:00.000-08:00

故事的最后我们还是说了拜拜

姐妹们！！
我要去玩！！
motto motto~~
wei ya wei ya~~
蹲，再蹲～～
我是太阳！！

谢谢你

终于我还是哭了出来.......

2010-11-30T09:02:00.000-08:00

very boringgg..
jia min was right..
在大学度年如日，在家度日如年.. haha :)

yesterday i slept at 3.30am.. woohoo~~
because i was so addicted to a novel named "memoirs of a geisha"
so i read n read until i forgot it was waaaay pass my bed time..
the descriptions and sentence structures are beautiful and very oriental..
i neva see such descriptions before in other novels. ( maybe i read too little..=X )
for example, the Minister was so drunk that he sat on the snow just like a branch that had just fallen from the tree..
i like it..:)
wanted to read it all over again the 2nd time.. haha..

Beautiful scene..

bought a T for my dad today..
this is also the first time i buy things for him..
sometimes i really don understand why he is so stubborn..he thinks he is always right..
for example, he once taught me how to wash the dishes because he is not happy with my way of doing it..
he told me to put soap all over the plates first and then wait for the detergent to break down oil particles. lastly, wash them..
erm, the longer u wait the more oily they will get.. rite? i told him n explained to him but he didn't want to accept my view.. i didn't want to argue with him so i just pretended i will follow his way...
but he is my dad.. i will still respect him n try to see things from his point of view and different perspectives.. :)

he is going to japan today..
have a safe journey..
love u dad <3

2010-11-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

感觉很不对。。
头脑坏了啊？
还是我想太多？？
希望是我想太多。。

最近都很懒得来这里～
好像很多伤心事。。
长大了就是有那么多事烦的吗？
我的开心赶快回来啊。。

感觉跟你们好象越来越远！
那个姓赖的！！作么要这样？？
讲好了友谊不会变，自己又要酱子！很不爽你咯！

为什么漫漫人生中朋友一直会换？
想法不同？生活环境不同？
越来越没有共同的话题？
不知道啦

2010-11-24T08:43:00.001-08:00

wowwww... look at the date of my last post.. it has been so so so long since my last update.. haih.. tortured for nearly one month.. 2 weeks of study break.. can't have 100% mood into playing n can't focus in studies... can't eat can't slep can't stand can't sit..hahaha.. jkjk~
after that 2 weeks of eos exam.. yer.. just finished my last paper on the 23rd but......... i felt empty inside... im not happy.. i lost lots of marks in da stupid cholinergic n adrenergic..@.@ i memorized it again the night b4 the exam de lo!!! but i wrote adrenergic answer for a cholinergic question!!!!! nvm la......can't help crying over spilt milk...

went to ioi mall wif my uni frens to relax after the major exam~ firstly, we went to seoul garden to have lunch... yer.. not nice de lo! a few choices only somemore so expensive.. but the ice cream was delicious ^^.. potter house there better than here A LOT seriously..den went n shout n sing k for 4 hrs..window shopping awhile after that.. chloe, dont think too much,cheer up k? ^^ it's not what u think..don't scare urself la..

wat would u think of if u saw kids playing marry-go-round in front of u? i have sudden flash backs of me as a kid riding on that pony going round n round.. my mum was standing outside the fence waving at me.... i used to play it when i was small.. running around to choose which pony to ride on.. now that i had grown up i have no privilege to play anymore.=(

a really tiring day for today... luckily got shau..thx to him.. haha!
my house has got lots n lots of cartons of mineral water.. not really a lot la.. 20 only mar..>.<
the first time in my life to buy so many mineral water..
the label stated must put at a dry cool n no direct sunlight storage place...
but my house is full of my dad's stuffs so i decided to put it at the back of my kitchen..hope it's okay.. xD

aiyer~ my face look so chan n my hair look so yucky...
must have lots n lots of nice rests n put masque already after all these exams reports n assignments!!
watched my tutor friend yesterday.. a korean movie..
like this movie..very funny n imaginative.. hahaha..
first time watch a korean movie with cantonese translations..
at first i didnt know got cantonese audio so i just read the cantonese subtitles with korean audio..
wa!! den i realised how CHA is my cantonese cos i read it so so so slowly till my mum also beh tahan.. she read out loud for me.. haha! but very interesting.. next time i want to type one cantonese post.. haha..

hehe
do mi mi, mi so so, re fa fa, la ti ti,
do re mi fa so la ti do so do~
my dear besties, let's go sing k!

i want to JUMP JUMP JUMP~

Genting!!! here i come!!!! ;)

2010-11-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

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Dynamite Lyrics at elw

my lil sis said this song is very nice worr..
she saw this in one of the performances during children's day.. i wanna celebrate er tong jie also! haha..

1 month very loonngggg..
im already miss-ing u...

stress stress stressss...

2010-10-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

u c i have test n quiz tml yet im blogging now.. hahaha..
dont know y.. i feel very happy at this moment..
mayb is im going out to play tml after 12.45pm.. den bak to uni for 1 hr tutorial.. after that im FREE!!! well not totally tough.. just for 2 weeks study break.. hehe..

oh, by the way.. my hotmail is hacked a few days ago..sad n gek hei for da whole day..='( very sayang la my old hotmail..i miss happy little gurl.. yer i got many many MaNy mails that i had kept for SO MANY years inside lo.. all my contacts gone.. luckily still got fb.. will add everyone back soon..
u faster learn how to create a software to protect all my things la.. haha..

xD ;) ^^

2010-10-23T09:50:00.001-07:00

i have 2 reports and 1 log book need to pass up next week.
summore having genetics quiz and math test on next fri....

is 50 mins pass midnight now and i'm looking at my empty word sheet..
i don't know what to write for my log book.. argh!
you think u made us finish this log book den we all will understand this pharmacy career very well meh??? summore weights for 100%..

after nx week den will have 2 weeks of study break..yer not enough lo.. i nd to eat slep play go for movies with u n lazy on my sofa watching funny tv programmes which i like to do so much..lastly, study like a mad cow..

i just realised my batch is really really the KIA SU!! STUPID!

okok..must always maintain a good mood or else avthing don't seem to work out..

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going...

2010-10-11T06:59:00.001-07:00

sushi sushi! i love sushi.. hehehe..
went to hav sushi with clu ppl again.. although just 4 of us..den eng leong joined at the very last moment.. our mouths were so busy eating n talking..first time ate sweet corn sushi.. hahaha! so special~ each person just paid less than 20.. haha.. not bad.. too tired today tough..a bit not enjoying myself to the max..rushed from iMu to ts.. haha.. compared to last year.. wow! we were like fighting for food.. da whole bunch of us..hunting for the prawn tempura n some purple or red coloured plates sushi! hahaha.. hungry for more nx year..

today's prac was a disaster.. oh no.. i prefer to do some titrations or any other experiments rather than playing with these ball n stick molecular sets.. yer.. i'm bad in constructing molecular models.. erm, how to say.. just like lego but somehow i still not quite get it.. i thought teacher will demo first and then we just follow.. mana tau... after constructing the models we have to answer all those challenging questions.. we lare learning this because we nd to know what configuration of drugs can fit best into human's enzymes to carry out a reaction..hahaha!

argh~ missed my ping pong practice last week! plan to go this week but it's at 7pm!

saw cheer practice at the atrium(at the entrance of my uni, in front of the stage) today.. wow.. not bad.. i wan2 join also.. hahahaa.. suddenly feel like joining lots of activities.. erm, y we don hav a debate team?=X uM's debate team very geng lo.. outstanding~ hehe..

one week neva c u d.. got plenty to tell u..
hope u will win in ur ping pong competition.. ga yao!^.^

2010-10-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

还是比较喜欢简单的template..这个看起来感觉很舒服～
好累。。我真的好累！！！
啊～！！
什么笨蛋project？？我。不。会。做！！！
救命啊！！！

if one day i become like this don't run away ok?? hahaha! exam is just around the corner.. i need to 'bai guan' in the gua.......:P

2010-09-25T00:49:00.000-07:00

was doing my genetics report and suddenly feel like blogging..haha!
chose a new pic for my header..

*the sun is coming out and is going to shine with all his might! Darkness go away!*

yee.... y got 2 crescents there? because the sun has 2 wifes..haha..lammee..

woahh! 4pm.. okok.. back to business..X)

gloominess~~~

2010-09-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

this is not meant to be read.. that's why the font size is the smallest.. i nd to express them out.. sorry!

finished pharm org chem quiz today..yup it's just a quiz.. but i woud still take it seriously like any other tests or exams..like always.. bacause every mark is accumulated until the EOS (end of semester) exam.. im really afraid i will fail or do bad in any component that will pull my marks down.. "u study is to gain more knowledge and it's not just because of the exam!" " u come here to learn how to learn."all the lecturer's words are still buzzling around my head like an angry bee.. i need some motivations.. i really think that a degree student like us shouldn't study just because of the exam.. u must have the urge to learn more and gain knowledge beyond things that u r learning now..this is the course that u had chosen for and probably u will need this knowledge to apply in ur work for life! why don't you take this opportunity to learn more in the field that u had chosen to broaden your knowledge and make a living with it next time? and the next time is just a few years ahead.. shorter than secondary school level's duration.. i compared with this because my 5 yrs of secondary school life really does fly away at the blink of an eye.. mayb e i should say we should adopt the habit of life long learning.. skills, knowledge and attitude.. that makes u a different person.. am i stressing now? yes. i still got 1 month's time to prepare for my EOS exam.. n again.. 1 month is really short..yet i have piles and piles of notes to study..

i cant make any true friends here.. (don't be offended just in case u read this okay? i'm just expressing,maybe it's not true) maybe i just haven't met one? or she is just beside me but i haven't realised it yet? or i just can't find anyone that behave like you all? i'm just paranoid..
ppl here are really different..is this the community of a university? everyone does their things independantly..they wish u to die faster because they will have 1 competitor less to compete don't know what with them.. first class hounours? come on.. isn't this an open competition?everyone can get it if u have the potential.(sorry, just in case i was wrong) izzit killing u if u just ask a simple caring question like " oh have u paid ur fees? i just paid mine. watch out for the due dates they will fine" or like "rmb to check ur groupings for tml ya." FRIENDS certainly definitely 100% completely totally won't ignore u.. except they don't treat u as a friend..

i just ignore some of my disturbing friends n spoke up for myself for the first time.. sometimes rejecting someone isn't a rude manner.. they think u should treat them nice..totally self-absorbed..wth? did i owe u? i feel comfortable after i rejected her.. although we still talk to each other now..they must know where is the limit..

i had poured them out..or else don't know what chemical reaction might happen in my body...xD

我竟然哭了。。
希望是我想太多！
为什么不能告诉我？希望我真的了解你。。

2010-09-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

今天是星期五。。还有两天就要开学咯～！
看下时钟。。你们应该上巴士出发了吧。。
很舍不得你们。。
我们十二月再见！all the best in everything!

都不知道我的组员是怎样。。
遇到这些人。。唉！算！都不懂怎样讲。。

还有很多功课要赶！不要酱懒惰了啦！！
要认真了！考试了！！

2010-09-09T18:37:00.000-07:00

日期　：2010年9月9日
时间　：下午2时至晚上10.30
地点　：Ts Neway 和蒲种浪浪滚

主席　：陈永锋
记录　：杨慧娴　
出席者　：亲爱的你们

缺席者　: 冯楚恩

昨天跟你们出了一整天！好象以前那样。。哈哈。。

这次alvin有驾车耶。。到底几时才轮到我？真是不长进。。

去了Neway 唱k。。在那边乱喊乱跳。。虽然贵了一些然后又吃不饱，不过没有关系。。

晚餐我们却吃到很丰富！

去蒲种之前，去了juvy的家拿车。。她家养了只新的小白狗耶。。名叫bear bear。。好可爱噢～！不过我还是比较喜欢daffy。。因为他比较大只。。嘻嘻～

我们的晚餐地点虽然远了些，可是我还是第一次吃到类式的火锅。。很新鲜～不错。。

在那里吃东西的方式跟在寿司店差不多。。食物摆在输送带上。。想吃什么就拿什么。。

然后每个人面前都有一个小火锅拿来烫熟食物。。饮料在旁边，自己拿。。

我跟俪燕还吃到很兴奋。。哈哈。。

回家之前，我们帮cheryl预祝了一下她的生日。。唱生日歌及切蛋糕。。然后突然间有烟火。。你看，我们特地为了你而放的。。哈哈～

谢谢我的死党/ji mui，俪燕送我回家！你们考试要加油噢！

短短的两个星期一眨眼就要过了。。你们又要回去了。。

很想念你们。。很怀念以前可以天天见面！

星期四！不见不散噢～！

今天是ji mui,cheryl的生日！祝你笑口常开、身体健康、前程似锦！要对他有信心，知道吗？

HaPpy 20th BiRthDay!!

2010-09-07T04:03:00.001-07:00

my holiday mood is totally ON now!
the day after tml.. argh~ cant wait! CANT WAIT!!
haha.. my two weeks hol are dedicated to my best beyond best besties and my homework n projects.. fully booked already.. xD

joined clu n table tennis club in my school today.. just wan2 have those feelings again..
but no any other societies will replace CLU in my heart.. =)

sometimes i really hate T.x.x.. STOP being so childish n stupid okay? i had had it enough!! how old are u? 19 still acting like that.. no common sense! i noe u studied a lot at home n MEMORISE EVERYTHNG....NO BIG DEAL..PLS....DONT TALK TO ME LIKE IM YOUR SERVANT....go d** la!!

2010-09-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

26/8/2010
i was so surprised when i received something from post laju.. scholarship offer letter? impossible..
is from my beloved you when i looked at the hp number! i quickly opened it up n it was a miscrosoft '07 installer(mine was only '03) and a bday card..:) u really smart ho.. know i wont check mail in that morning.. haha.. summore timing so ngam! it was a ppt slide show..i even viewed it for 3-4 times.. haha.. it was so lovely..hugs..

27/8/2010
好开心又见到你们！尤其是颖斌。。好久不见了！非常极度地想念你们。。
虽然只是那短短两个钟，我们也聊到很开心，笑到肚子痛。。真的是肚子痛。。还是很痛那种。。哈哈。。可能是太久没聊天了，说什么都很兴奋及很好笑。。
家俊！怎么我没见到你走得？我还没来得及跟你说再见咧。。是不是特地过来给我看你穿长袖的帅样而已？以后有机会的啦～哈哈。。
回到家，我的朋友甲说晚上要出去喝茶聊天。。因为他说要回xx了.
我以为是真的喝茶聊天所以就去咯。。去叙旧。。
怎知XXX~@!
他还问我假如我没来会在家做什么。。我立刻回答“在家读书！”
回到家赶快打电话跟你聊了一下就去睡觉了。。真是讨厌！浪费我时间！！

28/8/2010
终于可以见到你了！其实我都不介意。。早知道直接跑上去你家。我知道。鱼丸粉那边嘛～哈哈。。我们去了KLCC看电影。。看全城戒备。。很好看。。郭富城变肥了真的超稿笑。。哈哈～谢谢你的手表。我很喜欢。。我一定会好好保管。。=)
我真的觉得我们的性格很相识。。
不喜欢一直sms，却喜欢讲电话。。所有东西一次过说出来。。打信息很慢咧。。又不能说完要讲的东西。。要长文缩短。。哈哈～
作么你好象有很多东西做得？可是就不是很多东西做。。我也是。。>.<
曾经看过九把刀在他的书写“我生日不许愿，我都直接去做”
好象也对噢。。哈哈。。不过我还是在我生日当天许了很多愿。。
不贪心，几样实现都好。。xD
希望我的家人朋友都身体见康、万事顺利！

love you loads! ♥

2010-08-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

hurray! off tml~
but have test on fri and nx monday.. boooooo!
furthermore my bday is on tis sat.. haha..
well, just play hard after that study hard.. =D

3 more days! then i can see u! i miss u so much~!

2010-08-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

looking at my schedule AGAIN.. tml class starts at 1.30pm.. can wake up later.. haha..

i put all caps for the word 'again' cos i looked plenty times at my schedule everyday when i hold my pink colour file.. although by looking at it the schedule is still so pack i still love looking and fliping my time table everytime and searching when is my next holiday.. can this be considered as one of my habits already? xD

oh.. my uni is having this IamU cup thingy.. it's just like a sports day. but apparently not many are taking part in this event..y? because my uni has many nerrdddss?xP i din take part in any event either cos i don't have time to go for practices! so this means im a n...d too?

Is already week 6! time is fleeing.. monday was the enrolment day for new cohort of medicine n dentistry students.. met pat today! i didn't see her while i was rushing to my class n all of a sudden she called out my name.. haha.. so surprise! new intake means there's orientation.. i can smell the fun in the air.. their orientation will last for 2 weeks while mine was just 1 week.. i also wanna have some fun! tired boring n lifeless now.. but wat to do.. no choice la.. not in Vi.. haha..

2010-08-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

yay~~ my report is completed! ;) hehe..

omg... im fat already!!!!!!

2010-08-15T02:08:00.000-07:00

went to p.street last friday to eat yong dao fu n king sam si wif alvin lai!
haihyo.. i purposely go eat with him wan since he said he is very sad, hurt..... somemore said i no heart.. haha..
his friends r really very bad.. hope he can find some true friends like us in viclu!
talked for a long time n he even called him to ask many things about us.. haha.. :)
i miss da days when we had lunch tgt with clu ppl before heading for tuition classes.. all of us r 'scattered' all over penisular malaysia now.. ji mui ar..... =(

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im suppose to do my bio sc report now..but i dont know how to do ar!!! discussions??? i don noe whether my results r wrong or this is not the suitable reagent to test for protein conc.? =X my friends r facing this problem as well... my senior's report doesn't even have this part in his discussion.. should i ask my lecturer?
we have 2 experiments every week man... i like those that can pass the results up right after the exp.. like this one we hav to write a full report.. tiring~ later on i have to do my stat project..yer.. y we nd to do worrrr.......
this morning my ji mui told me jj n her r in mv when im doing my hw..
n i told her me n ky never meet up for one month d.. im so so sad.. =(
hope i can c u nx week...

2010-07-29T05:00:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy today.. ;)

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we had pharmacy practice lecture on tues.. it was a quite "not so interesting sub" but it turned out to be very interesting suddenly when we talked about the salary.. not bad.. wakakaka.. suddenly i feel it is worth to study this hard.. study hard for 4 yrs then.. ngek ngek ngek~ aiyo, i like to help out those who r in need.. i'm so kind.. hahaha..

yer, i got ielts class tml! summore is from 4-6pm..i want to sit for da exam asap then i no nd to attend the classes after this! one of my friends is taking the exam this sat.. gd luck! i still got moral moral moral classs..yer yer yer.. but it's ok after i have looked through the syllabus.. it is basically about international issues and concerns such as corruption, bribe, religion, environment pollution and so on.. somehow i find it is better than the secondary school's one.. haha.. i wanna learn dancing so i joined dance club.. but i don have the time to stay back.. xD

2010-07-26T08:31:00.000-07:00

met chun sien n pui shen today at the cafeteria.. hehe.. due to the limit of time we just managed to chat a lil bit.. they are both doin medic.. will catch up with them if we bumped into each other again in the library or somewhere in our uni.. haha.. last time in sbs i really seldom or neva talk to chun sien.. just like chiam.. haha.. y? because they r chuan.. not my prob.. =X haha.. or maybe is just because i was too shy to talk to guys.. when i told chun sien tat i saw jun yuen in imu, he said " huh? jun yuen wor.. he is studying arts at the one mar.. imu got wat to study?? " oh no! i got da wrong person.. luckily i din shout jun yuen's name out loud in finale night.. haha.. but he really looked like jun yuen leh!

if you have a dream, you have determination..
i must make sure my momentum of studying everyday keeps going and my lazy worm will never ever ever.... crawl out to accompany me!

hope u will get well soon..
luv ya.. =)

我要发泄！！！

2010-07-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

arghhh!! im super super tired now and yet im still preparing for my assignments tomolo.. so so so siennnnnn..

oh come on.. give me a break.. this is just the starting of the 2nd week of my uni.. how come so much to do?? btw my uni name is i murder you.. they murder me or i murder myself??? xP

today i have to prpare for tml's notes, tml have to prepare for the following day's notes...

ok, i hav thought of a way to ease this situation.. i will print out the whole week's notes during weekends...

had my prac today and it was quite boring.. not that im not interested in doin practicals is just that they have total 5 parts in one prac and we have to obtain the results by doing tests repeatedly with the SAME 6 procedures in each part... faint...

now im gonna take moral n pengajian m'sia... y isn't pa the same as p.m'sia???? dont tell me the diff is p.msia is in english while pa is in bm.. =.= what for i sat for stpm? my alvl n sam friends are exempted for both of the subjects....yer.. *blood pressure kept increasing* i must calm down.....

i really really haven't adjusted to my current situation... I NEED SOME TIME...

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watched inception with U.. hahaha.. that was the time i was so relaxed n free from load on my back.. seriously i do not know what is this movie about.. er just to get inside ppl's dreams in higher levels?? i wish i can enter ur dream.. haha.. am i dreaming now or in da real world?? xD xD wake up wake up! bz ar... when can we meet up again? =X

2010-07-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

怎么办怎么办？？？
我好害怕。。。
啊！！！
希望一切顺顺利利！！=)

2010-07-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair yesterday! yer my fringe so short! xD
aiyo nvm la.. cos i will be going to my uni next week!
a bit nervous but im not quite sure what am i nervous for.. =X
maybe i will bump into one of my long lost friends that is taking the same course with me? or just anyone that i had seen before in my secondary or primary school that i never talk to? haha..
we all are going to become adults in a few more years.. probably some of us would get married in the coming 10 years.. this is what my ji mui told me.. is she hinting something? xD
hahaha!

everyday i just walk around in my house doing some house chores, watch tv programmes.. sometimes I just read some books so as not to let my brain to grow fungus..

1st of July is a memorable day for me..
i feel comfortable when i talk to u.. =)
i miss u...

2010-07-01T23:32:00.000-07:00

oh no!
im so boring now.. hahaha...
plan to take a short nap but i just woke up at half-past 9..

gd luck to all my ji muiS n besties that are heading to their uni respectively..
gambateh! =)

wondering what r u doing?
yay.. later we go eat.. hehe..

2010-06-28T00:38:00.000-07:00

那天跟华文学会的死党去吃东西然后到ａｌｖｉｎ家去唱ｋ。。
哈哈很开心！
可是想到大家又要再一次分开去大学时，眼泪又不能自主地流了下来。。
啊！不能这样！
你们永远都会保留在我心中的。。那段回忆我没有牙齿了都会记得！！
祝福大家。
有机会的话，我们开一间很大很大的公司然后一起做工。。呵呵呵～

最近好多东西要做耶。。
最衰是没有车。。
不然我应该很快可以办完我的事。。
明天又要自己去办事了。。
不过我廷喜欢的，自己一个人走走看看。。毫无牵挂。。
过后还要去书店逛，让书香熏陶一下也不错。。哈哈。。

还有两个星期才开学。。
好期待噢！
不知道我的大学生活又是怎样的呢？

2010-06-22T21:07:00.001-07:00

yoyoyo!
omg..... now i have to sit for IELTS...
reminds me of how i prepared for MUET during form six wif pn jaya.. i luv her in a way..
although..... haha.. everyone that followed her class sure noe what happened..
i have to submit my results within my first year in the uni..
so, i have to plan well n tell myself to read at least 2 english articles per day.. hahaha..
english test only mar! no nd to be scared wat! hmph~!

u really don't know is u meh?
w.y is u la.. =D

2010-06-19T18:51:00.000-07:00

这几天我真的很伤心。。
我也不懂得表达出来。。
首先，我竟然被派到遥远的丁加奴大学去读一些我也不晓得的科目。。
什么ｍａｔｅｍａｔｉｋｋｏｍｐｕｔａｓｉ。。
这根本不是我要的。。
我的朋友全部都很好运。。想要的都拿到。。
我不断的问自己，我是不是高估了自己？
就算自愿再高都好，没有能力梦想也不会实现。。
朋友叫我上诉，可是我对“这些”已心灰意冷。。我不想再失望。。我也没有时间。
失望及伤心的感觉真的很难受！

虽然我收到了一间私人大学的ｏｆｆｅｒｌｅｔｔｅｒ，也给我想要的科系。。
可是要出一大笔钱。。
这使我产生了很大的压力。。
就是要把书念好，不能让父母失望。。要不然钱给了，可是读不好书。。。。。不想再想了！

歪耶告诉我二十四小时都可以找他，做我的聆听者。。
我知道它是在安慰我。。
我也知道我们只会是很好很好的朋友。。
一开始我就知道。。因为直觉告诉我。。。
虽然彼此都有好感可是我们就是那种人。。。我不知道怎么说。。
我明白就好。。

大家都要上大学了，希望在去之前可以再见你们一次。。
几个小时都好。。
以后再见的话，自然会有那种不熟的感觉。。
很讨厌，可是就是这样。。
不想写了，脚又痛！我要去哭。。。。。

2010-06-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

how how...
my friend just told me that studying at imu is freaking stressful..
arggggghh...
i can imagine it now.. like i was in primary school.. that time my brain was super geng.. can absorb a lot a lot of things.. seriously.. haha..
but since form 4... my power of memorizing things had decreased till don't know how many percent.. =.=
suan ba.. i have to study hard in order to enjoy a better life in the future rite.. haha..

anyway, just came back from REDANG!
the water was super duper hyper clear..thumbs up! really can see every single thing on the sea bed.. haha.. this made me n my sisters super excited.. i neva swam in the crystal clear water before.. i rmb the last time was in pangkor island and that time i was just standard 4 i think..
hahaha.. we even went to the moe moe inn.. ( xia re mo mo cha ) wa~ very nice.. n of course the souvenirs there are much more expensive..
snorkling was tiring but i really enjoyed it..^.^
we saw sea turtles, nemo, baby shark etc etc.. hehehe..
some fish were just too aggresive when i was feeding them.. one bit my index finger! ouch!
but my resort not really nice.. >.<
k k.. have to go zzzz... nitez bloggie!

2010-06-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

argh!!!
i'm so confused.. A B C.. which one to choose??
i don wanna go far far away to study..
i wanna stay close to my mummy..
but those uni which are closer to my house have more expensive course fees compared to those that are located far far FAR away from my house.. i wonder why.. huhuhu~~~ T.T

why i want to study pharmacy?
i looked through the syllabus that i have to study for 4 years..
wow!! my road ahead is not easy at all..

i'm gonna get crazy...
lalalalala~~~

is it because i can't become a doctor so i chose to become a pharmacist?
i wanted to become a doctor when i was... err.. 13 yrs old?

NO! because im keen in studying chemistry..
human body is a large test tube and i wanted to find out what biochemical reactions would possibly occur in there after we took medicine..
why stomachache medicine will cure stomachache? @.@
maybe some day i will discover a perscription to cure cancerous cells..
people no need to undergo surgical removal of the infected part...
anyway, besides helping those that in need i hope i can earn more money too.. haha..
i hope i won't get too frustrated and wanna give up half way...

NO I WON'T !
I AM CLEAR OF WHAT I WANT!
I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR WHATEVER I HAD DECIDED!
YES I CAN!

2010-05-25T07:13:00.001-07:00

wohooo~!! im so happy cos i just got a part time job.. hahaha.. xD
working with yeng heng and diu dai also this time..
can earn more pocket money and replaced those that i had spent..
really sam tong, watching my money baby left me one by one..
can't describe how happy am I now..
*jumping around in my room*

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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY

POTTER !!!

take care and stay happy, healthy always! =) ^.^ ;D

ps: get straight A's in your PMR and treat us eat! muahaha..

2010-05-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair!!! it became curly, not straight liao..
anyway.. new style~ hohoho..

2010-05-23T06:42:00.000-07:00

You are 100% DELETED...

2010-05-21T19:14:00.000-07:00

If I had to live my life without you near me
Days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
Might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

My dreams are young and we both know
To take us to where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our Love will lead the way for us
Just like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The one may changed my whole life through
But nothing's going to change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you (yeah)
You ought to know by now how much I love you (I love you)
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love (your love)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you (nothing's going to change)
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing's going to change my love for you (change my love for you)

Nothing's going to change my love for you (yeah; yeah)
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love (your love)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you

just addicted to this song... =)

2010-05-20T23:47:00.000-07:00

oh no~~~
started to feel a bit boring at home..
HELP!

working that time kept waiting for lunch and log out time..
now wanting to go back to work again..
what do u call this kind of phenomenon??
ans: zi xiang mai dun

tired of applying scholarships... i always don't have scholarship luck..
at least just tell me that im being rejected.. =.=

can't wait for my redang trip to swim in the crystal clear water.. hahaha..

oh ya! chiam, shau(hy) and i won da RM500 top shop voucher! wakakaka.. so happy..
i want to go shopping!! wait till u come bak from UK we go shopping.. hahaha..

I have a complete mixture of feelings today

2010-05-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

today is my last day at SRG.. had a bit of hard feelings after I passed my headset and mouse to Isaac.. I just don't know why.. i have feelings with things and people that have been together with me for some time. including my computer, mouse and hardphone at work! xD sure la.. i have to touch them avday at work.. Goodbye Kenan, CMSS, DEN, EBPS, TMS, CSM, Tertio...( these are the names of the system that i used at work, i don't want to forget their names so i wrote them down )

checked at USM website.. i just missed da dates to check out for my interviews.. but it's ok coz when i checked i was not even shortlisted for the interview.. a bit dissapointed but it was expected.. argh! don't emo..

tml going out to play.. hehe.. i scared we don't have the chance anymore... because i knew it could happen.. just like CLU and primary and secondary school friends.. so i really will treasure the opportunities that we have now.. with all my dear friends..
friends kept changing from time to time..
people came and left..
do not worry about the people in your past..
there must be a reason why they did not make it to your future.

i miss u oh.. how?

1J Team

2010-05-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

终于。。。递了辞职信。。
接下来就是要在家里做奴力了。。哈哈。。
我一定要在这两个月好好在家休养休养。。
好害怕被派到远远的地方读书。。
平时自认很独立的我，突然觉得很想依赖家庭。。
七月就要开学了。。
我一定会努力读书！！！！！

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刚一口气买下了三双隐性眼镜！嘻嘻～～好开心噢。。
灰色·紫色·蓝色。。呵呵。。
可是我怎么戴也戴不到。。可怜。。。
不会是我眼睛太小吧？！我不要！！！
本来今天要去上美容课，可是突然收到汉隆的来讯说今天的课改去星期四了。。有一点点失望。。人家还特地不做OT去的咧。。。
明天放假，爸爸说会带我弄驾照。。哈哈，太好了。。
至少这样可以有机会借妈妈的车。。。
可是她每次都不让我驾。。太讨厌了！！！！>.<''

2010-04-16T05:39:00.001-07:00

hahaha.. i know.. my blog is dead..
i'm so busy with my work and outings these days.. n i never get the free time to update my blog..
today is 16th of April.. all of us are going to our own path in separate ways very soon.. i will be missing u guys.. started to feel a bit sad cos can't see you guys more often.. aiks.. so now i will try to join all the outings with my best cos there will be no chance soon.. =( i will keep u all in my heart..

gonna quit my job soon.. argh! i will miss my colleagues too! n my money.. i need money! xD xD

having USM personality test next saturday at Cochrane.. why not in VI?? ish ish ish.. only me n chiam are in the same venue as far as i noe.. juvy n lee yen in mas kiara.. erm.. where is this school?? at Mont Kiara? =.=

i haven't done my resolutions that i had planned earlier.. when could these be done?! argh!
many things to do, many thngs to think but I have only a little time... 24 hrs a day.. i really wish those who always complaining that they are too bored can spend me their extra time..

2010-03-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

昨天，去了华文学会的一日营。。真的超好玩的！
这次他们把地点改在时代广场，好有新鲜感噢！哈哈。。
整个广场都给我们翻转了！
非常怀念以前在华文学会办活动，筹备，熬夜的感觉。。
虽然身子很累，可是一看见他们就会觉得很精神，继续颠下去。
现在的我腰酸背痛。。唉！老了。。
六月的联欢会我一定会到！好期待噢～

2010-02-15T03:16:00.000-08:00

新年快乐！！嘻嘻嘻～
哎哟，为什么每次新年我都会喉咙痛的！
超不爽叻。。。
今年的新年跟往常的不一样。。
初一我有去做工呢！因为有三倍的薪水噢～哈哈哈。。。
好像很贪钱酱...........
那又不能说到那么难听。。
是为了我以后的读书费用！
当天“放学” 后我便立刻搭车去公公家吃饭。。
我到现在还不习惯用“放工”。。好像很老要出外赚钱养家了。。。哈哈。。。

上个礼拜拿了薪水后，便马上到银行去拿钱。。
首次握着自己辛苦得来的血汗钱，好开心啊～！
拿着那些钞票真有快感。。。
回到家便给了妈咪两百令吉。。。嘻嘻。。
下次再拿了钱就要请家人吃东西。。。
我还要弄隐形眼镜及染发。。哈哈。。>.<

三月就要拿成绩了。。好怕噢。。。
到时又要申请这个申请那个。。。好烦耶～
希望我的成绩能够让我申请我要读的科目啦～～
我到现在为止只是想读药剂，我的第二个选择是什么？
怎样都要有个后路，对吧......
每次想到这些东西就会很烦的。。。
又要想费用、我的兴趣、就业机会。。。。。。。
出国肯定是不能的。。。去新加坡可能还可以。。。
顺其自然吧～！

Another direction...

2010-02-06T16:34:00.000-08:00

i suddenly feel that i'm on cloud 9!
going to meet up with my dearestttt Ji MuisS! teehee..
yer.. i haven't got any of the CNY clothes yet... so slow lo..
summore my team leader absent for 3 days in a row! how can he did that to us???!!!
did he know we are super super poor now?? i think he didn't get the gravity of our situation!!
i need money! >.<
must rmb to borrow $$ from mummy later..... hahaha..
many things to buy.. i hope the crowd there won't made us suffocate........

talk abt my job.. i suddenly love my job very much.. hahaha..
cos u will know there are still a lot of stupid ppl in the world.. everyday i got many diff kinds of
customers that got on to my nerves... heng~ our team leader, Isaac told us to bang them back on the very first day of our live call.. At that moment i really think we shoudn't because those cust are pitty and they need help from us... but now.. things are gonna change.... some cust are just too RUDE!!! argh! ~!@##$%^&* oOps! manners manners.... haha...
anyway, through this job i get to know another perspective of life...
i suddenly realise that my life is not just study study and study, get a good job, marry... bla bla bla....xD the matter is there is so much more to learn besides studying chemistry bio and math....Isaac is a smart guy... he taught us things INDIRECTLY... and that is the fun part.. u wouldn't know the internal meaning unless you experience it by yourself.. communication skills, tonality......... i think i can speak a lot faster in Malay now than the old me. haha!
but i still have much much more to learn...

au revoir~! ^.^

2010-01-22T03:57:00.000-08:00

我喜欢你！！！！！
可是我不敢说出来。。。可能人家只是当你是朋友而已！！！
不能喜欢上他的！！！！
绝对不能！！！！
以前还可以天天见到。。。
现在连见都没见了。。。
算吧。。我真的很不想让他知道。。。
人家根本就不喜欢你。
他对每个人都是酱好的啦。。。所以他一定是不喜欢你的！！！
他只是当你是好朋友而已。。
很想念他噢。。。可能人家已有喜欢的人了。。
算吧。。人家都没有表示喜欢你。。。
所以人家只当你是朋友。。

2010-01-13T03:52:00.000-08:00

long time never update d... hehehe...
i'm very busy... working wif my frens now..
starting to adapt to my working environment..
not bad.. add oil! add oil!! =)

2010-01-05T06:46:00.001-08:00

finally.. i am not jobless..
this is suppose to be a happy news for me..
but now i just feel so sad..
very tired..
now i realise how tough for my dad to earn money and to pay all the household bills..
i love u dad.. i promise i will not use money lavishly..i promise u, mum and dad.. i promise i will be an obediant girl.. listen to ur advices always.. and i always will.. i must study hard..

i miss school very badly..
i rather go for math class everyday.. Mr Tham, sorry for not attending ur class at the beginning of year 2009..
i rather go to chemistry class everyday.. sorry Pn. Zaidah..
i rather stay back for clu everyday..
i rather do minits everyday...
i want to go to school..
i want to study..
i really miss school..
and i miss U6BM 2008/09..
i just cant help my tears not to flow..

2010-01-01T21:34:00.000-08:00

2nd day of 2010..
very boring ar..
faster call me la~!!!
i'm still jobless.. T.T

Goodbye 2009! ^.^

2009-12-31T03:42:00.000-08:00

today is the last day of year 2009!!!!!!!!!!
aiyo~ time flies so fast.. i'm gonna be 20! awh.. sounds so old.. xD

today im not going to my ji mui's house to countdown.. decided to stay at home with my family because i didn't celebrate Christmas with them that day.. maybe my cousins will come over to my house and we will go watch fireworks.. hope my parents will go too! Talked to mummy this morning about my plannings.. she said I can invite all my friends to my house during cny..probably is 19/2/2010..hav to confirm with her again.. i'm so happy! but i must first tidy up my house.. those have been to my house will know how messy my house is with all the books and newspapers and stuffs.. yer.. really paiseh.. after that went to jusco to buy some groceries.. having steamboat tonight! hehehe.. i suddenly feel desperate for the job that i went for interviewed that day.. why they havent called me??! i'm very very poor now.. T.T sob sob..

i did many meaningful things throughout this year..
firstly, i had met a bunch of besties in VI.. we always do crazy and spontaneous stuffs together..
next, i had learned a better study skill to prepare for my major exam.. haha.. is really hard to memorise all the syllabus inside ur head in a limited time.. i also learned how to communicate with people..learned how to organise activities.. solve problems independently especially problems relating friendships.. learned how to manage my time and plan things well(must stick to what u have planned)..
Alvin told me he will start his a-lvl next monday.. argh.. i really wish i won't waste the coming six months.. i wish i can live everyday to the fullest! yes! i can!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING

AND ALWAYS STAY IN THE PINK OF HEALTH!

HAVE A SMOOTH SAILING YEAR AHEAD!!

Toiletbowl meal!!!

2009-12-29T00:57:00.000-08:00

just came back from our outing and my interview! hahaha..

although i left early we still managed to take sticker pics together.. first time! i'm so happy right now.. hehe.. err da picture that we took turned out to be very small.. but it's ok because we got 16 people today.. yup! 16! full attendance for our 'meeting' this time.. haha..

today is also my first time to the Toilet Bowl concept restaurant at Sg. Wang.. Pictures soon! keke.. The food was ok and the deco inside was funny.. haha.. they had bathtub at the entrance and all the seats were toilet bowls! haha.. i think my parents strictly do not like it because they will definitely think that this concept is simply disgusting.. haha.. i wonder what are they doing now.. watching movie? singing k? haha.. must ask them later at facebook..

till then.. todles! =)

2009-12-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

dear bloggie..

is getting late now.. i'm still browsing my facebook.. i got nothing to do but i dont feel like going to bed.. aiks.. i got interview tomorrow, not nervous tough..maybe im not desperate in wanting those jobs.. should i feel like that? cos i still got time to find other jobs..obviously it was just an excuse..i still don't know why.. now im sitting there alone thinking about our outing tomorrow..sometimes i just feel like i got nothing to say infront of them.. this kind of feeling will come suddenly.. i tried to make the conversation longer but i couldn't.. what's wrong with me? this is just the beginning.. what about after 1 month?

but i'm prepared.. i knew things will go like this.. i'm scared.. but i can do nothing.. after the trip, i discovered something which i thought i was right all the while..from all that i can see proved that i was wrong.. it's time for me to wake up..

TripSs!!

2009-12-27T01:01:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK from Pangkor, Genting and Penang!

hehehe.. it was really tiring after all these trips and yesterday i slept almost the whole day to recharge.. next on the list will be an outing with my besties and a anugerah thingy for my ARP..

and then i will be start working on Jan! so busy la me.. haha.. lazy lazy lazy...~

suddenly too many things to talk now and I don't know where to start..xD

Let's talk about Pangkor first.. the first thing that came across my mind is the food there! aiyo.. super salty and spicy.. i went there with my family and my dad's colleagues.. We stayed in Teluk Dalam resort.. It was a Kampung style chalet.. nice.. hehe.. guess who was on the trip with me? lim wei lun! haha.. i never thought that i will see him there.. we went snorkling in the 2nd day.. all i can say is DISAPPOINTED! the water was milky and we had to walk through those harsh rocks and corals.. everyone's legs and hands were injured! aiks.. but luckily i still can see some sea cucumbers and crabs.. sob..

after the Pangkor trip, my Genting trip started immediately the next day! hahaha.. this time i was more excited cos i know i will go crazy with all my besties.. haha.. it was super duper hyper COLD up there.. the wind was blowing very strongly and it was drizzling all the while.. so the roller coaster was closed.. sob sob.. i dont care! next time we go genting again ok? must play roller coaster..but chiam can't play.. haha.. nvm.. we got 3 hrs... xD we also went to snow world at night and watched Avatar at 1.30a.m. my first time to watch midnight movie at genting! hahaha.. eng hong!! i want the movie tickets! the movie was very very nice! i will definitely buy a pirated dvd and watch again at home.. xD Oh no! i learned how to play 21pts that night.. but i didn't gamble la.. very obedient one.. hehe..

back at my home sweet home, i quickly unload my dirty clothes and started packing all my things for our penang trip! i ate tang yuan 3 times this year.. gonna get old faster.. aiks.. went to juvy's house at night and can see nearly all my ji muiS again... felt so happy and warm.. hehe..

the journey started off at 4.30a.m. but i was hyper active cos my electrons jumped to the excited states already.. haha.. we went to many places.. lazy to talk here.. pictures soon! hehe..

we went to Gua Tempurung in the first day.. we went up and down the stairs and streams.. it was a good experience.. me like it! hehe.. we had seafood for three days.. the seafood was excellent! thumbs up! i can't believe we had scallops for out first night's dinner.. hehe..

2nd night was ok.. i WILL NEVER EVER exchange pressies with some strangers again!! spoilt my mood for that moment.. then i chit chat with all my besties in my room about everything... east south west north up down left right... hahaha.. slept for 2 hrs that night..

3rd night was the emo and sad sad night.. wuwuwu~ everyone cried b4 we all seperated.. actually we can still meet up after the trip but not too often already.. so we cried.. i miss them.. T.T

looking forward for the next outing to sg. wang! cant wait cant wait! gonna eat some special food there.. wonder how it tastes.. haha!

todless! =)

Biology Project 2008

2009-12-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

I still remember clearly last year at this time, Eain Yi, Cheryl and I worked very hard to accomplish our herculean task – biology project 2008! I really enjoyed the time that we spent together although it was tedious running here and there to collect our data. Because of this project, I have become their big sis! cos im the eldest.. Hahaha! Little Eain yi is our group leader.. she is really responsible I tell u.. haha.. I decided to talk about it here because I do not want this to be forgotten.. hehe.. =)

Our group has only 3 of us.. the powerpuff girls!! Haha.. ya.. the fewest group members in the class.. at first we nearly group with roasted chicken but luckily.. thanks to Cheryl!
Well, in this big project we need to finish 3 tasks.. an album of dried plant parts, preservation of insects and most tedious of all is the quadrat sampling project!

Oh ya!! The dissection part… it was the first time in my life to dissect a cockroach!! Eeky yucky! We need to take out the insects’ organs before we can preserve it.. But it was fun.. through this project, I also get the chance to catch butterflies, bees( my dad helped ) and manface in my garden.. a good experience though.. hehe..

Of course, we went to Tasik Permaisuri to do our soil analysis too.. but we forgot to take the quadrat sampling pictures after we packed up all the things.. so we took the photos in my house garden as the reference.. my sis was the photographer..
We are really good in this.. hehe..

The red string is the border of our quadrat sampling. Argh! still can see the car!

Cheryl, me and Eain Yi.. All of us look so tired.. haha!

Wet preservation! oh! our theme for our deco is Christmas! haha..

Xiao mei caught the little bee (no.3).. bravo!

we bought some insects indeed.. oOps!

spot which one we caught it ourselves?

I caught them in my garden!

hahaha... i will never ever forget about this!

next time u guys sleep over at my house, we go catch some butterflies again! hahaha!!

a random post

2009-12-13T08:56:00.000-08:00

i'm so sad now cos i'm too free..
too free to sad.. ish!!
ju wee n lee yen are going to start schooling soon.......
if i'm really going to IMU then my intake is in July......
this made me feel envious and more SAD!!
yer.. i'm very lazy to find part-time job ar...

WHY... WHY?

tell me why??~~~ ( a song also got this lyrics hor?? )

cos working is very frustrating..

yer yer i'm emo again... but nvm la.. i went to midvalley the whole day with my beloved family today.. hehehe.. walked until i can't feel my legs anymore.. this problem worsen because i wore high heels lo.. hahaha... gonna buy things for my pangkor trip already..is on this friday.. immediately after that i will be going to genting then penang!!! hahaha.. aiyo~~ y i so sot one? so fast feel happy back already.. haha..

if you're reading just ignore me cos this is just a random random post.. woohoo~~

2009-12-11T07:29:00.000-08:00

i watched The Storm Warriors I in the afternoon to cure my disappoinment for yesterday's movie.. Part I is A LOT better than part II lo.. haha!!
i was a bit sad this morning while i was packing all my notes and stuffs.. i suddenly miss my friends very very much.. can't get to see them everyday whenever i want to.. can't believe my high school life is over.. aiks aiks aiks.. when i was in school, i was complaining school is bored and always wanted to go home earlier all the time.. but now i miss school.. funny me...

2009-12-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAISE YOUR HAND UP AND JUMP HIGH UP IN THE SKY WITH ME!!
MY STPM EXAM IS OFICIALLY ENDED!!! HIP HIP HURRAY~~!!

hahahahahahahahahahaha x100
I went to 1Utama nearly the whole day with my besties today! hehe.. at first we planned to go sing k for 6 hrs in Neway.. but unfortunately it was so expensive cos today is holiday eve(Sultan Selangor's bday is on friday).. omg! is Selangor holiday not kl holiday lo.. plus it's not public holiday! but it didn't spoil our mood much.. we went to the Chili's to have our lunch instead.. hahaha.. i ordered "big mouth bites" cos i wanna see how big my mouth is to fit in their bites.. haha..everyone ordered different food so we can try out some of the varieties.. this was my first time to the Chili's.. when my burger was here, they already cut it into 4 pieces of half quarter burger.. i felt a bit sad cos not as big as i imagined.. we ordered drinks too.. can refill but NO SHARING.. but we shared our drinks cos the food there was quite expensive.. after lunch we walked around in the shopping mall and trying to look out for some christmas presents which we will exchange them in our trip! hehe.. after that, we decided to watch a movie! i think our gang is really SPONTANEOUS! haha.. at first we said neway was expensive, but at last we ate at an expensive restaurant plus watched "The Storm Warriors"... haha.. aiyo~~ about the movie.. i seriously think that it is not recommended cos you will definitely feel disappointed at the end.. the story line was not interesting plus all the stunts were computerised..so u will feel like as if you are watching cartoons.. i prefer The Lord of The Rings much much more for their stunts and warfare fights! because they are more "real"... n i like Orlando Bloom..hehehe.. after that we went home happily..

i got facebook already!! very efficient rite.. hahaha..

a big big happy face.. =)

teehee~

2009-12-07T00:41:00.000-08:00

left 2 papers more to go! hehe..

2009-12-02T02:28:00.001-08:00

long time never listen to this song.. it's nice.. =)

a short break..

2009-12-01T03:01:00.000-08:00

i really can't stand it anymore... humans are not borned to STUDY everyday.. can't do things that i want.. even having my shower also thought about what i had memorised.. like my muet teacher said "m'sia students always regurgitate facts during their exam." haha..
VERY tired but every night had insomnia summore..
i wonder how i survived the SPM exam? i remembered the time was speeding fast..
not much sufferings tough.. erm.. i guess this is what they meant STPM is the world's second hardest exam..
are things going to be better when i'm in the university? but frankly speaking, i like the challenge in this exam.. why most of the people that i came across said that STPM is just a waste of time? i do not think so.. in fact, i never regret i chose this path! =)
hey! this is not an emo post.. let's talk about something happy.. hehehe..

here is a list of what am i going to do after the exam!

SLEEP
EAT
WATCH TV
GO SING K
SHOPPING
TIDY UP MY ROOM
TRIP!!!
HELP MUMMY TO CLEAN UP THE HOUSE
COMPILE ALL MY F6 NOTES
KEEP FIT

this is just what i can think of right now at this moment.. hahaha...

wooooi!!! what am i doing? STUDY LA!

Procrastinating..

2009-11-26T21:36:00.000-08:00

i don know how to do my math ar...T.T =(

next tuesday is my math paper 2...

why so hard one?

一加一不是等于王咩？

no la.. 1 plus 1 equals to 2!!

hahaha... just ignore me! so lame...

2009-11-26T21:20:00.000-08:00

study study study....

updates updates updates!!

wahh long time never blog.. hahaha..

i'm sure will spam this blog with lots of pictures and posts immediately after my exam!

woohoo~~

4 papers more to go.. it's like gonna take me forever!

Good luck!

haha..

2009-11-11T08:52:00.000-08:00

MUST-STOP-EATING! ! !

MUST-START-EXERCISING! ! !

I'm getting fat..............Nooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~

2009-11-10T04:03:00.000-08:00

i'm going to school tml to see my friends!
hehe.. cant wait! can't wait!! ;)

情绪化

2009-11-10T00:41:00.000-08:00

为什么人总是有虚伪的一面？
明明就是很讨厌那个人，却又要假假跟那个人好。
干嘛那么委屈？又不是为了利益。

又有另一种人，明知道对方讨厌你可是又要讨好对方。
人家就是不喜欢你嘛，为什么要去讨好人家？

朋友之间不是应该要坦诚吗？
我的确面对着这种问题。
我想把每一段友谊都保持在好的位置。
可是人家就是不要跟你好，不想听你的甚至当你不在。
当然，每个人的性格及想法都不一样。你很难让每个朋友都喜欢你。
所谓人以类聚嘛，何必做些吃力不讨好的事？
我会那样想，祗因为我想珍惜朋友。

negatively charged...

2009-11-05T00:43:00.000-08:00

I'M SAD..

I'M EMO..

I'M STRESSED UP...

who can be my oxidising agent to make me positive or at least neutral?

y can't my brain cells remember all the facts?

a big big sad face

counting down.......

walked walked and walked...

2009-11-03T03:07:00.000-08:00

today was the last day i had tuition class in Kasturi. i had my tuition classes at there since Form 2! haha. wow! it's just seem like yesterday since the first day i stepped into Kasturi. Time flew so fast. *counting my fingers* i had spent 6 years going thro and fro petalling street almost every week.. i want to eat tao fu fa! keke :)

just now i had bio extra class.. something funny happend.. haha..

the story goes like this..

teacher gave us one set of trial papers compiled from a few famous schools in West M'sia. but no VI's papers o.. haha.. he didn't manage to give us all the answers for each questions although our butts had sticked on da chairs for 2.5 hrs. haha! so sleepy la.. xD furthermore he cant photostate the whole answer sheet for each of us because kasturi won't allow him to photostate that much of notes! so we have to photostate ourselves.. but he passed to a "leader" in our class to help us all photostate..

then hor.... the guy went to a far far away photostate shop.....

everyone thought that he will go to the nearest photostate shop...... so almost the whole class waited outside... around 20 of us..... but he wasn't in there.. we thought he vanished together with our notes...

so our bio teacher came n lead us to the far far away photostate shop....

I SAW SOMEONE UNEXPECTED... HAHA! (summore the first one standing there...haha!!)

after 30mins we finally got our notes...

wah... the notes so expensive wey! spent so much time standing there waiting....

very hungry ar......plus tired...........

have to go to school tml...for a final briefing i think and to settle things up.. then the next time i see my frens will be the first day of STPM exam!

StUdYYYY~~!!

i miss the old days in secondary school...

am i demanding so much? sometimes i really don't know myself..

i do not know what i actually want..

miss him so much but i just have to keep it as a secret..

i wish to tell him..but i couldn't... 'cos i'm a virgo..

hate to see myself like this in the mirror..

2009-10-26T04:54:00.001-07:00

I'M SO SO SO TIRED~~!!
nearly fell asleep during my PA seminar..
when my class ended, my teacher asked me " mengantuk ya tadi? "
i just smiled at him.. haha..

ZZzZZzzZZzzZzzZZzzZ..

GOOD NITE EVERYONE!~

aiyo..tml only study la~.. xD

2009-10-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

好闷噢～
不想读书，想做自己喜欢的事。
很想看戏，可是又不敢看。
骗自己看了一点点后，就要立刻补偿。而且还是要读很多很多那种。
怎么每次考试前都那么狼狈？

如果我有过目不忘的记忆，很聪明的脑袋，
那该多好啊～
就好有一种药。
吃了那个药后，所有知识会自动分门别类地存进我的头脑。
一天学完所有东西。哈哈哈！！

好了，
我发完梦了。

2009-10-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

i'm very scared now.. i still remember very clearly the last time i had this kind of feeling.. i want my mummy!!~ =(

i think something terrible happened yesterday or today morning which i don't wish to disclose right here.. no matter what decision u made, or anything u do, i will support u like always..

cheer up and be happy..

don't worry about the people from your past,

there must be a reason why someone in your life

didn't make it to your future...

2009-10-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

Did math exercise for the whole morning..
Mr Tham = math
I love math!
Therefore, I love Mr Tham! Lalalalu~lalalulalulahey!! Haha..
He is a really good and dedicated teacher.. Perhaps the most hardworking teacher that teaches my class.. hehehe..

17/9/09
The farewell party was fun! Me like it! Hehe.. The food was good and the atmosphere was perfect.. thanks to those who sacrificed their beauty sleep to make this partay a success..=) more surprisingly, I didn’t know billy zai knows how to cook! (erm.. I want some more of the lemon cheese cake pls?? haha.. I want some sweet ones.. ) after we filled up our hungry tummies with all the food, we decided to play some game.. or shall I say “ let’s throw somebody into the pool! ” The first victim was shau.. haha.. I missed it because I was changing into the swim suit which I borrowed from ju wee’s mum.. haha..
The second victim was Alvin the chipmunk.. xD according to shau, he had been thrown into the pool for 11 times! Crazy huh? Guess how many times I kena? tadaa..! 3 times only.. haha.. we had lots of fun in the pool and I was touched at the end when all my juniors dedicated a song for all the seniors.. whose idea was it huh? Haha..
After the partay, we went to a mamak stall in brickfields to minum.. wow.. the teh tarik there was SUPER SWEET.. can get diabetes.. haha.. but luckily the boss forgot about my order..xD we talked for some time then we head homes.. thank you lee yen for da ride! Love u lots! Hehe.. I really owe her a lot because every time we had occasions like this, she will definitely be my driver.. I’m practicing my driving skills now.. next time I will send you back and sleep with you.. haha.. ~

a short post..

2009-10-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

tml will b our society's farewell partay! woohoo~~ i'm so happy n excited about it now.. hahaha..
me n my ji mui(s) r planning to throw someone into da pool.. but it could be my ji mui herself.. *evil laugh* XD

watch out ppl!!

a tired day...

2009-10-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

today form 6 block is closed cos of some renovation.. everyone is forced to go to the dewan kuliah or go to our science labs which made our lessons very difficult to be carried out.. at the end i only had 2 periods of bio for da whole day! it's very frustrating cos i still have A LOT to study..

have to memorise all the syllabus inside my head for just less than 30 days.. depressed.. the worst part is.. i kept forgetting things that i had studied a few weeks ago.. sad! it's like my brain is packed with grass and forcing all the infos to go out..

out out out!!! =(

i wish the time can wait for me..

don walk so fast pls! i can't catch up!!

i don't care!!! i don't believe i can conquered SPM but can't conquer STPM!!!

STPM.... i'm not afraid of u!!!

a new blog!

2009-10-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

finally... i got my own blog.. hahaha.. last time, i always wondered why people post their diaries online.. isn't it suppose to be your own secret?? but now i get it.. it's not secret actually.. it's another way of keeping in touch with ur frens that u don't get to see them often.. or to say sth out to someone that u don't dare to tell them face to face.. ppl won't post sth private online of course!

9/10/2009

i was moody yesterday.. had VICLU agm.. i'm retired!! i had passed down my secretary post to my juniors.. both of them are girls, which made me feel comfort cos i do think girls can handle things better than boys sometimes! ( in some occasions la XD) i took some pictures for my 3 clu big 2D ring files.. haha.. i will miss them too.. silly huh? i really can't let go.. i had joined clu for 1.5 years.. although we can always go back to VI and join their events, i believe sth will change.. i really scared our bond n friendships will get weakened n being forgotten at last.. sometimes i do blame they all to make themselves so significant in my life..

now, i must concentrate in my studies.. STPM is just around the corner! n i failed my math in my trials.. hate it! i know it's hard, but i believe i can do it.. think positively! *working hard* =)

our big family! =)